Ok do the past two days ive left my tumblr just up to my queue and not bothered coming on. It’s been great. I’ve felt happier. Talked to actual people. Still not sleeping as normal and then having that same dream but when I had nobody I felt worse because I thought it ment something like I was going to fall back into the wrong path or some crap but now I know it’s just a dream. Nothing but a dream. Just a dream where I wake up with reminders of it but they fade an I can carry on with life. The only thing worrying me is the fact I didn’t speak to who I wanted to. I don’t who why. I don’t even know if I’ll explain myself to them. But I start to wonder. Mmmm thinking never good. Oh well. Past few days are what they are the past. All I have to think about is tomorrow then the day after that and then again and agin.